deathwatchpoem #1
so, I packed too hastily
to fly to the hospice bed
of my sister-in-law
wherever her heaven is
I don’t think she’ll begrudge
me the panties I stole from
her underwear drawer nor
the black socks which
turned out (when you look
close) to have a very nice
argyle pattern woven in
© Jacqueline Jackson 2006
American Life In Poetry
Edited by Ted Kooser
Many poems celebrate the joys of having children. Michigan poet Jeff Vande Zande reminds us that adults make mistakes, even with children they love, and that parenting is about fear as well as joy.
Clean
Her small body shines
with water and light.
Giggling, she squeals “daddy,”
splashes until his pants darken.
Five more minutes, he thinks,
stepping out quickly,
pouring himself a drink,
not expecting to return
to find her slipped under,
her tiny face staring up
through the undulating surface.
Before he can move,
or drop his scotch,
she raises her dripping head,
her mouth a perfect O.
The sound of her gulped breath
takes the wind out of him.
Her face,
pale and awed,
understands the other side
of water and air.
His wife didn’t see,
doesn’t know.
Her feet pulse and fade
in the upstairs joists.
His daughter cries,
slips from him, not giggling.
She wants out.
He tries to keep her
in the tub, in the light.
He’s on his knees.
Reprinted from Rattle (Winter 2005) by permission of the poet, whose most recent book is Into the Desperate Country (March Street Press, 2006). This weekly column is supported by The Poetry Foundation, The Library of Congress, and the Department of English at the University of Nebraska-Lincoln. This column does not accept unsolicited poetry.
Ted Kooser served as the U.S. Poet Laureate from 2004-2006. For more information, go to www.americanlifeinpoetry.org.
This article appears in Nov 30 – Dec 6, 2006.
